being in love is hurts

hurmm..

felling smtng wrong smwhere...

dear diary,

smtimes i couldn't bare with it

is it i'm too sensitive?

or

is it because i hope i can spend my own time wit u, half

but..

we cant.................

can i have

some a bit free time to spend wif u...

i really fall in my drops of tears.

im not strong enough to be in this way

dear diary...

can i cry by your side...?

can i cry on your shoulder?

can i kiss u?

can i hug u?

i really need someone on my side.


i just cant stop from crying bout you

is it have to go like this way?

is it i have to feel like this?

why cant we b smting else..

or we just too young to be in this situation?

or is it just bcause i am too young to fall in love??

is it is not perfect time for me to fall in love??

or

is it my heart is not so ready to be in love?

or is it because i'm to sensitive?

is it u r not for me?

can i get my answer?

can i know y i behave such like dis?

i know
i already know wat answer is it from u.

i bare wit that...

he is bzzy...
nk tahan lama2... tajpe lah dia penat...

its not our free time like semester break.

y just we cn be like usual..
even in sem break we cant have time togther

in my mind

is it coz I'm to think about it?

is it is time for me to study about my future

is it i'm to think about love. is it because im jealouse of smting?


hurm... i dont know what i have to do....


smtimes i feel so lonely...

can i dance wif u in the rain?

can i be wit u all the time

can we walk together

can we ?

can u hear my heart saying?

can u hear my heart crying?

because i dont talk to sum person just like my best friend did..

i miss my best frnd....

i nak balik

i turns to my silent view when it turns to like this...

from testing my tears to drop better i be silent n dont talk what i've feel..


i know u will feel nothing when im be silent n dont talk like usual...

it will turns to my lame attitude.

until now i just cant stop my tears drops on my face


when iffah ask me.. should her be in love again....??

my answer..

"i think u should be ready before you fall in love wif some1 coz u cant avoid from being hurt"

yes.. when be want to be equal to some1 it is not equal to others.. so we r not perfect


i really hope that i can be in the ice skating now... im think of that lately...